Time is not fair. How do you live in the moment when it is only a moment? I thought my baby girl was growing up slowly–I always say I can’t wait for this and I can’t wait for that…then I catch myself saying no wait I can… She is eating food–and can get up on all fours now. How unfair is time? When your 15 you can’t wait to be 16, when your 20 you can’t wait to be 21. So when will it end….this battle with time–or does it never end…how terrible….
All I want is for every memory of my daughter to be on tape so I can rerun it while she sleeps. & I don’t want to be the one taping it all either. This was all brought on by looking at Mary Rose’s 1st and 2nd month pictures. Wow….I loved her birth! I loved every single thing about it! I love how surprised we were after waiting for 9 month’s to find out she was a girl. & all the surprises since then keep getting better and better. I love all of it. But Love is not enough to make time stand still.
So here I am tonight wishing I could figure out how to best use what precious time I have with my baby girl. I think I can break it down like this…a day is 24 hours….ill spend at least everyone of those hours thinking about my girl…even if I am away or sleeping its impossible not to think about her. Every time I can steal a little cheeky kiss I will!! Every time I can squeeze her into a bear hug with both arms I will. Every time I can kiss her little feet I will. Every time I can sooth her crying I will. Every time I can make a memory I will. So i guess I haven’t figured out time, but I do know my time is best spent with my girl.
P.S. Mike Mom Dad & other family members & friends…I love my time spent with you too! So don’t you worry:)
